February 2013
4 posts
“The only way to deal with an unfree world is to become so absolutely free that...”
– Albert Camus (via moreofamore)
“I like art, and by art I mean music, poetry, sex, paintings, the human body,...”
– Hunter Reveur (via thirtysevenbrooks)
It just floated from my head and out of my fingers
I hate the rush
I’m sick of society
I feel the rush in my stomach
In my head
Certain noises might make me break
Circumstances make me crazy
I’m beginning to calculate numbers in my brain when my thoughts start to flow
Money
I want to get it out
I don’t want it in there
People remind me that I have to move on in the education system
I don’t want
I...
January 2013
3 posts
I love my mother. Because she is my mother. And because she loves me. But she will never understand me fully. And we will always talk pass each other. And she will annoy me continuingly. And I need a break.
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This towering feeling creeps over me sometimes when I’m with him. I lose it an I cry. Heavy tears. And they keep falling. He always assumes that I’m sad, or that he did something wrong. But I’m not sad at all. I’m just so happy I met him. I love him deeply.
December 2012
1 post
1 tag
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I’ve been thinking about the question “What do you do?” Like “What are you interested in, what are you good at, what do you do” Some people have the answer clear and direct. “I play music. I sing. I dance.. I read. I study this or that”
I don’t know, what my answer would be when people ask me that. And it’s annoying because I don’t have...
November 2012
3 posts
“At the highest levels, there is no separation between the people who run our...”
– John Perkins (via thinksquad)
l ♡
despite his issues
October 2012
17 posts
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I
Am
Falling
In
Love
And
For
The
First
Time
It’s
Completely
Requited
“The truth is like a lion. You don’t have to defend it. Let it loose. It will...”
– St. Augustine (354–430)
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“People think they die alone, but that’s not true
Nobody is alone in this world
We need to take care of each other
To coexsist
That’s how I feel”
- Japanese guy. “Suicide Forest in Japan”, VICE doc.
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Taking all my words about elderly people back, man - some of them are so narrow minded. Open up for fucks
“It’s dark because you are trying too hard. Lightly child, lightly. Learn to do...”
– Aldous Huxley, Island
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I’m scared of getting blindfolded. I’m scared of forgetting my most basic stand points someday - well, not someday. It happens gradually and then suddenly you’ve completely forgotten everything you stood for. I’m scared of being hypnotized by money and letting the ego take over and forgetting that all I really want to do is help others and be spontaneous and travel, live,...
“Realize that anyone who tries to put you down about your appearance is assuming...”
“I will not have my life narrowed down. I will not bow down to somebody else’s...”
– Bell Hooks
Nine dangerous things you were taught in school. →
1. The people in charge have all the answers. That’s why they are so wealthy and happy and healthy and powerful—ask any teacher.
2. Learning ends when you leave the classroom. Your fort building, trail forging, frog catching, friend making, game playing, and drawing won’t earn you any extra credit. Just watch TV.
3. The best and brightest follow the rules. You will be rewarded for your...
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My new job involves communication with a lot of old elderly people, ————————— When I was young I used to be afraid of old people. Mostly because I knew how close they were to death, and I was somehow afraid of them suddenly dying in front of me. I didn’t like their skin either. The wrinkles scared me. This stem from a lot of different...
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I met a beautiful pearl, he’s my primary time spender
I feel like I’m dreaming
I think it’s pure like water this time
Clean like the surface of ice
For the first time
It’s pure
September 2012
13 posts
Butters: I love life
Emo's: Huh? But you just got dumped
Butters: Well yeah, I'm sad. But at the same time I'm really happy that something can make me feel that sad. It makes me feel alive, you know? It makes me feel human. The only way I can feel this sad now, is if I felt something really good before. So I have to take the bad with the good. So I guess what I'm feeling is like a beautiful sadness.
3 tags
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I can’t believe that life is so complex
When I just wanna sit here and watch you undress
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So I went through hell some weeks ago, I’m still diving through it - Not quite on the cooler side yet. It still burns in my chest. My head is explosive. I can burst anytime. It went down on me like a heavy rock in the bus and I just started crying. Public attention, ah pity. I noticed that another woman was sitting close to me - also crying the same time as me. I felt lighter knowing that no...
1 tag
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The city is my church
It wraps me in it’s blinding twilight
outrage; seeing things clear
HE DIDN’T TREAT YOU RIGHT, HE’S GROSS - COMPLETELY ASSHOLE — THAT’S WHY YOU COULDN’T EAT FOR SO MANY DAYS. YOU GOT NAUSEA BECAUSE HE TREATED YOU SO FUCKING DISGUSTING. DON’T LET ANYONE TREAT YOU THAT WAY.
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xvxavier:
If you’re a “nice guy” to a girl up until you realize she doesn’t want to date you, then go on about how she’s a cold shrew that friendzoned you and how no girls date nice guys, like, nah mate, girls do date nice guys. You just aren’t a nice guy. You’re a passive aggressive beta with internalized misogyny and a serious victim complex.
!!
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I pretty much cry if I listen to anything right now
“Watch the waves in the ocean. The higher the wave goes, the deeper is the wake...”
– Osho
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I’ve been licking my wounds
“What I think is really special about this character, he is sexy on the outside,...”
– Joseph Gordon-Levitt on playing Neil in Mysterious Skin
August 2012
22 posts
“An intimate relationship does not banish loneliness. Only when we are...”
– Patricia Fry
I agree on this on some levels. It’s just… When you fall for someone, are you still a “whole”? A part of you becomes dependent on the other person. You can’t be independent when you are in love. The other person has a part of you. Like in the ying yang...
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Different kinds of pain
This one feels like a heavy rock in my chest and stomach, it makes it hard to breathe. It slumbers in the dark somewhere slow and steady, but surely there
The last one felt more like a sharp knife cutting through my guts somewhere, the pain was much more in the head somehow. Much more direct
I guess the first cut is the deepest
I’m becoming more and more numb,...
In a manner of speaking
Everything is hurting...
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I’m obsessed with Time Magazine, I read it every week. It’s covers stares at me every time I slink past the corner candystore. I read it in the Berkeley Public Library. It’s always telling me about responsibility. Buisness-men are serious. Movie producers are serious. Everybody’s serious but me. It occurs to me that I am America. I am talking to myself again.
“Imagine you are sending light out all around you.”
– Thich Nhat Hanh
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Club. 1 Boy. 1 Girl. Me. C. Bathroom. Kisses. I became a part of them for one night. My other friends stood outside looking in.
